That is the only way I know how to describe myself. What I like, what I want, who I am, all depends on which moment you’ve caught me in. There are some things that never change, and usually those are the things I wish I could change the most. I talk too much, too loud, too fast. I’m clumsy, ungraceful and a bit of a mess. Strangely though, a perfectionist, albeit a very lazy one. I like pretty things. I want to know everything. I battle anxiety, self-doubt and feeling defeated.
An old piano teacher told me once, meaning it as a compliment, that I was a good mimic. Now, I’m working really hard to discover if there is anything authentic here. I’m working on letting go of perfection, and seeking truth instead.
One thing I know for sure, is I prefer friends over followers, heart-to-hearts over small-talk, and regard kindness as my life’s mission.
This is where it starts. I hope we end up somewhere wonderful, together.