In progress…

That is the only way I know how to describe myself.  What I like, what I want, who I am, all depends on which moment you’ve caught me in.  There are some things that never change, and usually those are the things I wish I could change the most.  I talk too much, too loud, too fast.  I’m clumsy, ungraceful and a bit of a mess.  Strangely though, a perfectionist, albeit a very lazy one.  I like pretty things.  I want to know everything. I battle anxiety, self-doubt and feeling defeated.

An old piano teacher told me once, meaning it as a compliment, that I was a good mimic.   Now, I’m working really hard to discover if there is anything authentic here.  I’m working on letting go of perfection, and seeking truth instead.

One thing I know for sure, is I prefer friends over followers, heart-to-hearts over small-talk, and regard kindness as my life’s mission.

This is where it starts.  I hope we end up somewhere wonderful, together.

Sharmilla Jade

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